MY LIFE BEHIND JORIBEN.COM

The sun just set and the twilight just consumed the yellow sun.  I just asked my brother to get me some booze from the nearby sari-sari store.  I think I need a little drink after that text Message.  I thought it is already over.  No connections… No Communications.  But she always love doing this.  Out of the blue, words from her appear on my mobile phone.  And she know how affected I am whenever she do that thing.

She also know that even if I don’t reply, I will still read the fucking text message because it could be something about him.

“I know you are there.  Nangungumusta lang kami dito.”

I didn’t reply.

“Do you want me to call, para makausap mo siya?  He wants to talk to you.”

How come he wants to talk to me?  The last time I checked she already ruined me in front of him.  I can’t forget that day when he pushed me away.

“He really wants to talk to you.  But if you really don’t want, I just got in touch to say na he is ok.  Malusog.  Di naman na siya nagkakasakit.  My Job is a little more stable.  Don’t worry this time I will not bug you about money.  I can handle it na.”

No messages follow after that.

The beers are already here.  I think I will be going to bed early after I consume this.